LostHere I am, sitting front of my computer, a million thoughts whirring away in my mind. Life's taken a bad turn and I know not what to do. Oh Lord, please tell me, what should I do? I really yearn to hear His voice again. Oh please Lord, will You speak to me...?
I realised how deaf I'd become to His words. Recently, Sushi showed me this blog and I read this phrase that kinda struck me : "Today if you want to know God's voice in a new way, simply OBEY his gentle voice and you will begin to see the reality of His presence in your life!"
Obey His gentle voice.
I need to become 'undeafened'. I want, I need, to hear His voice again. Help me, Lord.
A close friend of mine just said this to me: "A person who keeps God in her mind daily, would also be in God's mind". So please God, I pray not to drift away from You, for I cannot imagine my world without You. Sushi's right, without God, I'd be a living corpse living life as it is thrown to me.
Lord, you're absolutely the best! Amen.
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
The ReturnMy dear blog, I offer my apologies for having abandoned you for so long. So here I am now! And it hasn't yet fallen into disrepair. It's 1.30am on a Wednesday morning. Thank goodness it's National Day celebrations tomorrow and there are no lessons, if not I shall resemble something very much like a zombie in school. Many things have happened since I'd last blogged, it's just too many to list down here.
So why in the world am I still awake and typing furiously away into my laptop at 1.30am in the morning? I don't know, I just don't feel like sleeping. It's been awhile since I'd stayed awake till such an unearthly time. The A' levels are drawing nearer each second the clock ticks away. Somehow I feel stuck in time.
Oh dear, I'm starting to get very emo. Haha. I just had a total of four tests today and there was Economics make-up lecture from 5pm to 7pm. I walked out of the LT feeling like my brain just got blown apart to smitherins.
Okay, now I feel sleepy. *yawns* This entry is so random and full of rather nonsensical musings. I shall be back with a more substantial content the next time. Till then, au revoir!
